Catch me when i'm falling, baby(:

I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD HAFIQ!

Sunday, June 14

{ 14.6.09 on 'Muhammad Hafiq ,' }

Currently listening to :Terima Kasih Cinta -Afgan .

EVERYTHING SEEMS IN A MESS ,

Lets sort things out tgt ,and clear this mess .

I'm not being me these past few days ,and i realised something is really changing .
The way I used to be in the past ,I'm scared its hunting me again : '(
& yes ,sorry to dissapoint everyone . I smoke-d ONEstick just now ,
To release the stress in me ,MAAFKAN SHEILA ,maybe i really need it .

Somehow i've actually said to myself that I wanna start smoking &
shall only stopped once boyf took his hands off that suckkkkkky thing .

But each puff that i took ,still i hated cigg . Reminds me of my past too : '(

I guess i've been taken awaaaay far too much ,and i need to change ,for the good .

"Once goodgirl gone bad ,she will be gone forever" ,remember this .

Be how bad you wanna be ,cause the same thing goes :I cant stop you : '(
Idk whyyy ,but i'm tearing away . WHYYYYYYYYY ?

Ytd was really a suckkkkkkkky day for me ,aft standing for 10hrs at work .
&i'm pissed &got really moody . Felt like going back home at that moment ,
But i still stayed ,i'm holding on . I tried to hold back my tears ,
But i'm not really strong at all i guess ,thanks Yas for hearing me out again <3>
&Sorry Baby ,cause of me ,you're having fever ,get scolded : '(

I guess i'm the one who messed up all this .

I'M NOT-IN-THE-GOOD-MOOD-STATE ,i feel like going ECP nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ??!
CAN I ,CAN I ? CAN SOMEONE BRING ME THERE ? PLEASEE ? : ''(

"Sometimes ,I just dont feel a sense of belonging when we are out with friends &i hate having to share you everytime (no offence ) . When can i have the whole time with you? ,going out tgt to enjoy the air from morning till night and bid each other goodnight with the warm-tight-bigbig those kind of hugs ,and kisses for us . Maybe it'll just remain as a dream . Maybe things have change now ,but the feelings i have for you (ITS YOU ,DEAREST MUHAMMAD HAFIQ) is still going strong as ever ,and no other guys can take me away from you . "

"Dear bitches ,can you just get your ass off from our life and give us some peace ?! Can you just mind your own business ?! Why must contact my boyf when there's other guyfriends you can look up upon ?! Because of you people ,we quarrelled . Because of you ,yes you fucking bitches ,misunderstandings happened everytime . WHY MUST YOU PEOPLE STEAL ALL MY HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME ?! Why cant i be Happy forever ?! AHHHHHH ,FUCK YOUUU LAAAAAH CBCBCBCBCB ! Its reaaaaaaaaaally succkkkkkkky yknw ?! You like it ,i knw . &you'll even like it if we were to be apart from each other ,but hell NOO ,never will that happen(insya'allah) ,we will still be strong &hold on no matter what . Do whatever you want ,KARMA will hit you back one day . Tkcre suuuuuuuuuucccckkka !!!"

SORRY ,IF THIS POST AFFECTED ANYONE ,IT HAS NTH GOT TO DO WITH YOU .

Toodles ,XOXO .
I ❤ HAFIQ !

Assalammua'laikum wr wb .

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