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Wednesday, September 10

{ 10.9.08 on 'kemana kau menghilangkan diri ?' }

O M G ! i've been skipping school three days straight .
Monday , Tuesday and today , Wednesday .
I feel like skipping the whole week of school .
Brrrr ~ This is so N O T me sia :/
I need a s l a p , maybe a k i c k , or ________ .
wthelll , what's happening wimme' ?
i'm S T R E S S in school y'knw ?
with problems stucking here and there ,
and blames from people everywhere .
and yet alone at home :/

sigh * a huge g r e a t big S I G H .

life has to go on sheila ! com'on !
thats what i keep saying to myself ,
but i tried to pull myself , but i cant .
i know i'm U S E L E S S , you dont hafta tell me .

ASSSSS ! i think its not worth it having many friends ,
when after all , H A T E S , C R I T I C I S E S is what i get :/

and L O V E ? another thing that bugs me ,
there's nothing more i wanna ask for .
just H I M , i want in my life (:
he's the one whom always makes me laugh .
i swear , HE'S THE ONE .
but maybe , he hasn't realised it .
or maybe , i'm not good enough for him ?
okay , lets skippp this topic .

mmm , hellll . this is really helll for me .
N's papers are resuming in 19 days time .
and i've not done a s i n g l e revision .
around of applause for myself , plus alot of boooos .
O M G ! I hafta wake up .
Like seriously , SHEILA , YOU'VE BEEN SLACKINGGGGGG !!

okay lol . talking to my ownself , ignore me .
skippskipp , next up .
i wanna say thanks to people who tried comforting me .
those in fm / msn / comments / texts .
much appreciated although idkk why , but still i'm S A D .
i think i know who can cheer me up , only o n e person .
but nvmm .

a B I G great thanks to : KECOHRABLE and EPULGILER .
ferh cheering up DJ WOOOOOOOOSH ~
okay , laugh out loud at that name pleasee .
and yess , even manage to have cute small lil' quarrel over the fone .
everyone wants to say the word woooooosh ~
they say the word is cute ? HA HA HA !
those jokes , those laughter , cheered me up abit .
thanks ferh wasting your time wimme over the phone ,
from 10plus at night till 2am in the morning .
and sorry alright , i only fall asleep at four in the morning .

when i say i cant sleep ,
one thing is about my sickness that's bothering me .
another thing will be ,
something that keeps bugging me .
yess , people often sleep when they're sickk .
but not me alright [x

and to whom it may concern : i'm sorrrrrrrrry ):
seriously , i cried when you didnt text me whole day , and even when you're online , you didnt chat wimme . i tried chatting with you , but there's no reply from you , sigh* . and yess , its my fault , i know i know i know . i should have listen to you . if only i had listen , things wont be this way . but that's yesterday . yayayaya , i should have rest , even if its not for myself , at least , i should have done it for you . and fyi , i was actually resting when i was ignoring you at msn . and i even ignore you when you text me , and only reply your msg like half an hour later ? its not on purpose , my phone is on vibrate mode . and arghhhh ! i'm sorry ):
if ignoring and avoiding me is all you wanna do now , tell me . but think , is this really what your concern towards me is all about ? is this how you really care about me ? is this even really you ? nvmmm , forget about this , just talk / call / text / chat wimme when you feel okay . and once again , you should know how much i treasure this person .

last thing , before i publish this post .
they'll be fs mates gathering , this saturday .
we will be going geylang bazaar , breaking fast tgt .
meeting time : 5.15pm
meeting place : to be confirm .
so text / chat / comment / tag me if you wanna tag along .
i'm not sure if there's boys , but i guess epul wanna come along .
so yea , thats all .

hellll , i'm still S A D ))))):
bye .

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